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19 Days In....

Well 19 days in and I can already say I am ill...

I mean it wasn't a great start to the year but I am starting to do more for myself and become the happier person I want to be. Already I have filmed a new video and am currently editing it, my production company has already been asked to film a music video for a band and I am planning two holidays in the summer. I have the most amazing people who I know will support me so much through this year.

I already feel this year is going to be amazing and even though I want to drop everything and travel across America, I know that I will be able to do that when I finish my degree and I am so excited to do that. I want to travel the world in time and I hope I can.

Another thing is that my depression hasn't made me feel bad since New Years Eve and that makes me insanely happy. I am happy that I can do things without my depression getting in the way.

I have started going to the gym and even though I am too ill with a cold to go right now, I know when I get better, I will be going 2-3 times a week and hopefully my knee will be able to cope with it.

I'm excited what this semester in Uni brings for me. I get to learn about sound after being put on it for two films which although wasn't my first choice and I don't want to do, I know it will give me more skills for the future.

So yeah, mid-January and I am still feeling good about this year. I have amazing friends, a happy life, a growing blog and YouTube channel and someone who is amazing to me and I couldn't ask for someone better to be sharing memories with.

 Advice of the week:
Do the things that make you happy, love the people who make you smile and have fun. We only get to live once and we have short lives. Live each day like it's your last.

Katy x


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