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The Last Year

So it's a new school year but this time for me, it's different. This year is all about getting the grades to be able to go to University next year. To cherish the memories I will make in the next year. I've started this blog because I love to write and I want to be able to do this weekly. Just touching on what's happened in the week and what's made me smile.

Over the past few weeks, I have been on a roller-coaster of emotions. A lot of them were not good feelings and although some of those still remain, I am happy for once. I am happy because of the support I have from friends and family when telling them the problems I have and will be facing in the coming months. It's quite hard when you cannot tell anyone what you really feel when they ask how you are. You don't want to tell them to bring their mood down but you need to talk to someone.

But right now, that is over with and i am enjoying the life I have. I am getting help for the problems I am facing but most of all, I have the most amazing friends who help me, cheer me up and just are the best ones in my life. 

 When I think of myself a year ago, I smile. Before starting sixth form, I was not sure about doing Media and now I am hoping to do it at University! Things can make you realise what you love in life. On that first Media lesson I knew this was going to be a big part of my future and I am so happy I chose the subject.

 Friday - So I got amazing news today! I got a conditional offer from the University of Winchester and I am over the moon about this. I have put so much effort into trying to find a good uni for me to go to! I just need to work hard this year to be able to go there!!!
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