Something Different

Well another year gone and another comes in less than 3 hours. I wonder what my life would be like if i hadn't had the chance of meeting the amazing people that I have met in the last year. Probably not many. Well there's none of the, New Year, New Me bullshit. I am changing but I'm still going to be me but better. Time to kick into those 3 day diets starting tomorrow, those runs that won't last even a week before you give up. Basically my life. Anyway, Lets welcome 2016 in with a bang and let's get the ball rolling. Bring on creating new memories! Do the things you want to, the things you're scared to. Take yourself out of your comfort zone and make yourself believe you can do the things your brain thinks you can. Have an amazing evening and I will see you in 2016! Happy New Year! Katy x

Well today marks one week till Christmas 2015 and if you feel like me, it doesn't feel like Christmas to be honest. It will just feel like another day like last year. I guess I've grown up and it isn't something that is as exciting any more. I still plan to make it an amazing day by eating a lot! I want it to be a good day. I haven't had one of those in a while and I just wish that on Christmas Day it will be happy with no negative feelings and no arguments. No losing people, just happiness. I hope for a day where I am happy at least for that day. It will be a good day and I will try to make sure of that. So what's next for me? New Year! No new year, new me bullshit. I'm staying me and I am happy the way I am but I am going to try to be better, to be happier and to be more helpful to those who need my help. I'm going to try to be a better version of myself. Take risks. Get myself out of my comfort zone and mostly be me. Happy. That is all i want for ...

Well it comes that time again when we sing overrated Christmas songs and eat a shit load of turkey! Hey, im not saying Christmas is bad but i don't feel Christmassy at all to be honest. I haven't since my mum died. It's hard without a parent on the most magical day of the year but i have to go without seeing her and yes some people do not even have one parent or a home but she was my hero and still is but i just don't get to see her and i miss her more than anything in the world. She may be gone but she is in my heart :3 So yeah, Christmas and what better way to spend your Christmas than doing homework for you A-Levels! Don't give up i say, i do most of the time cause i can't be bothered because i am VERY lazy! But I try my best. I can't wait till i get paid and go shop for a bit. I work in Primark and i haven't even shopped in that store yet! I have no time till holidays to do that either :P I love my job though, although it is tiring, it is a g...