It's Nearly Christmas!

Well it comes that time again when we sing overrated Christmas songs and eat a shit load of turkey! Hey, im not saying Christmas is bad but i don't feel Christmassy at all to be honest.

I haven't since my mum died. It's hard without a parent on the most magical day of the year but i have to go without seeing her and yes some people do not even have one parent or a home but she was my hero and still is but i just don't get to see her and i miss her more than anything in the world. She may be gone but she is in my heart :3

So yeah, Christmas and what better way to spend your Christmas than doing homework for you A-Levels! Don't give up i say, i do most of the time cause i can't be bothered because i am VERY lazy!
But I try my best.

I can't wait till i get paid and go shop for a bit. I work in Primark and i haven't even shopped in that store yet! I have no time till holidays to do that either :P
I love my job though, although it is tiring, it is a good job.

So i am going to go now and enjoy a mince pie with a cup of tea.

Merry Christmas to you all, I will post before the new year and then i will post next year ;) long wait ;)

Have an amazing Christmas everyone ❤

Katy x

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