Something Different

Well another day comes and goes, so do people. With me, everyone eventually leaves. They get bored of me and just say "f*** it, she's boring. Let's find someone new". When you lose a friend like that, it puts your confidence down to the floor. No one ever wants to feel like that. Ever. I know when people don't talk to me it's because they're bored of me. They hate me because I'm depressed or have issues with my mental health. I am not normal. I do have problems and yes, I am trying to fix the ones in my head but how can you fix something that is so broken, most pieces have been lost. If you know me and you are reading this, I do have mental health issues. I do have something that in one second my mood can go from excited and happy to depressive and upset. Anything can trigger it. A message, a photo, seeing someone. I can't stop it, it just happens. You probably don't understand how I am but it's good you know that sometimes I'm down a